My Lonely Story...

Friday, April 23, 2010

ending story. 23042010

end end end end....
end file..............

I always in yr mind, only a kids.
and you the mature person.

you never think my feeling.

only think u sad. u can't forgive me anymore.

I at here, is not call you to forgive me anything.
I want you, to refresh what you had done.

you always think you the right person,

and I'm not.
maybe your age is older then me,

so i must listen what u said.

and i cannot talk back to you, and i must correct it.

sometime, u scold me. because you want me to correct it.

I AGREE...

When i had done wrong, and bluff u.
you not believe me anymore,

fire me!!!!!!! bring me go to hell!!!

don't like to listen my excuse.

yes, i agree.
i had keep something. And cheater you.
because i know, I'm wrong.
and i wish i can hide all my news.
and be happy with you.

however, u correct me. is the right point.

and if i DISLIKE you to do that to me.
but you DON"T CARE of me.

OK!!!!!!
once u give me a chance to correct it, but you behind me.

go check my MSN, SMS, find out my msn history.
this call give me a CHANCE?

i just wan to tell you,
give some one a chance,
mean forget all his bad things.
just be normal.

u keep on find out all his bad things,

bring out the problem and quarrel.
this a point u already given me a chance???

i don't know what i can say...

you can angry me.

i wont scold you back.

and i wont write down who are you.

because i treat you as my lover.

even best friend.

jimmy see

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

13042009, happen with my lover.

My story book it’s going to end? “E” really knows what I’m thinking, “E’ really understanding me?

However, I still will protect the back story. I wish “E” will understanding more abut it.

If “E” one day really want to leave me, I won’t blame “E” anything.

Now I only can wish “E”

Will have a sweet lover and care of you.

Take care and bye.

jimmy see

Thursday, March 11, 2010

bad mood on 9/3/2010

Exam just passed, my bad dream come again...

when i refresh back the scary memory.

This few months ago, when my father say something to me or even scold me.

I feel my father keep on hurting my heart,

i feel heart giving a knife to kill me...

sometime my father can scold me without reason,

how come he like to scold me??

Last Chinese New Year, my father given me RM300 for my ang pou.

Even i receive RM300, I don't feel happy.

last year 2009, my father really hurting me.
he can done something wrong, but act like nothing.

maybe he never take me as his son before?

my father really hurting me too deep,
sometimes he try to make a joke or make me happy,
my pain will not recover anymore...

I don't know what will be happen on my future...

your son,