Thursday, March 11, 2010

bad mood on 9/3/2010

Exam just passed, my bad dream come again...
when i refresh back the scary memory.
This few months ago, when my father say something to me or even scold me.
I feel my father keep on hurting my heart,
i feel heart giving a knife to kill me...

sometime my father can scold me without reason,
how come he like to scold me??

Last Chinese New Year, my father given me RM300 for my ang pou.
Even i receive RM300, I don't feel happy.

last year 2009, my father really hurting me.
he can done something wrong, but act like nothing.
maybe he never take me as his son before?

my father really hurting me too deep,
sometimes he try to make a joke or make me happy,
my pain will not recover anymore...

I don't know what will be happen on my future...



your son,